Seriously i cant remember the password to my blog account and its so troublesome to recover it. In case you wonder how i managed to write right now is because i am using my iphone which i had downloaded the app and lucky me it was signed it. Phew!
Yeahh..lots of things have been going on lately. Firstly my baby was ill. Had a fever for a few days and his coughing is still there and now its almost been 2 weeks. Poor baby. On another note, he has two teeth on the lower gum. And he is so cute when he smiles. While growing, he becomes more aware of things around him. He could move, not yet sorr of crawl. He could walk backwards when he was put on his walker. He eats more. He can chew on biscuits. He could laugh and mumble. And he obviously has become more ngada2. Its quite tiring being a mum. But its just not tiring when you see that cute little smile on his face.
Thats about the baby. Now about work. Its been like almost a year plus that i had been home. Now its even harder to step out of the house to work. I do wanna work. So that i could get anything i want without worrying about the never ending bills. But when it comes the interview, all im thinking of is i will not get the job. Im just not ready to work and leave my baby under the care of some one else. Its already so hard for me to go out for interviews, its even harder to leave him for work. I already feel so attached to him. Even its a while that i had missed and cant stop thinking bout him. On top of that my mother in law thoughts that im soooo chosy in choosing a job and that someone has been blocking my fortune away from me?! Like seriously?? Man, all i think about is my baby. Those people only thinks of the money but they dont even bother to think of the consequences if its not planned properly. I mean who is gonna take care of your baby of you finish work at 2am? Any childcare open? Duh?!
Seems like moinlaw doesnt thinks that way. Well i knew for sure she still couldnt accept that her son marries me. I know she dislike me but i dont bother what she feels bout me. After all its my hubby that loves me. Well prolly part of it cause we are cuzzies.
And well its a long story. Wish i could share but its too long and i dont even know where to start.
Sometimes it hurts when people bad things and you listened to every single wors only that she doesnt know you are there. Why must there be people who are just so selfless and boastful and always envy for what you have? Why do they have the thought of singaporean are sooo rich? Is it wrong that my hubby wants to bring me for a holiday. We havnt even been for our honeymoon? Why do they think we have so much money when thet do not know that i starved everyday cause i must make sure theres enough money for my hubby and baby to eat. What is there to show off? I dont need you money. I dont even bother what you wants to do with it either. So i guess u shouldnt bother bout us. Just keep it simple and you will just be happy as we are. Never be too kind nor too rude. Its always..
Friday, March 08, 2013
Lets keep it simple.